>>1267
My voice acting career, which I started in August, was destroyed by my own hands, and my hopes really disappeared.

I thought that if I worked hard as a voice actor, I could live with my mother without clinging to my father.

I thought I could make my mother feel comfortable.

There was no better job for me, who dropped out of high school.

I still regret it a lot.
I should have checked more carefully.

Every time I face reality, I want to die.
I really can't see the way ahead.

I wonder if I have no choice but to live with my father forever.

When I say this to my mother, she blames herself.

I wish I were healthy.

I don't want to hear this line again.

I really hate it.

I don't know what to do in the future.
There is no one I can rely on and no one I can vent my worries on.
I know it's not something to send out to a lot of people, but there's really no place to spit it out.

I will probably regret hearing tomorrow's inspection results more than now.

I may be sleeping like I'm dead all day tomorrow.

I'm sorry for all the negative comments.
Today is a day like this.